Things On My To Do List:
1. Move To London 2. Go To Joan Jett Concert 3. Get a Green Card 4. Visit USA 5. Finish School 6. Do A Zero Waste Week 7. Go somewhere far away for Voluntary Service 8. Act in a movie 9. Model 10. Spend a week in Taíze 11. Go To Suzi Quatro Concert 12. Visit Israel and live there for a while 13. Stay in an indian Ashram 14. Improve the art of self-defense 15. Learn italian, russian, arabic, french 16. Improve spanish and latin 17. Finish reading all the books I bought before I buy new one's again ;) 18. Visit these countries that I have not seen yet: France, England, Portugal, Greece, Turkey, Sweden, Russia, Israel, Morokko, India, Japan, China, Taiwan, Phillipines, Thailand, Laos, Pakistan, Iran, Iraq, Yemen, Lebanon, Syria, Australia, Egypt, Algeria, U.S.A., Canada, Colombia!, Ecuador, Peru, Chile, Bolivia, Argentina, Brazil; 19. Take action to save the environment (e.g. with Greenpeace) 20. Take action to save animals (Animal Rights Activism) 21. Get a tattoo 22. Adopt a dog

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This is personal blog about my journey, joys, sorrows, goals, achievements, thoughts, dreams, poems, pictures, disease, love and life. People I meet, Things that are interesting, upsetting, lifechanging. I blog about life's Up's and Down's and basically it's beauty. Meet me where the sun goes down.

Mittwoch, 8. Juni 2011,11:33

Life is one of God's biggest gifts to us.

I know that.

But I failed, ok? I tried, and tried and fucking tried a thousand times. I've been at the top, I've been at the bottom, a few times, I've been everywhere in between.


I just failed. I'm a fucking loser who failed. I tried to make life special, to be good, or at least to exist (even if that meant being bad), but I'm obviously not worth it.

Still love God though.
Bye.
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